change

there are so many things i want to say, things i couldn't say infront of my peers. But when you start to develop emotions for the people you normally find comfort in.. well i guess i'm paranoid if they saw anything i wrote about them. So now i'm avoiding writing all the intense things i have a meaning to me, and i feel like such a recluse with only me knowing how i really feel, and for that one person will not know how i really feel.
i found this on my phone, i must of wrote it in december time.. i'm not sure why i'm "blogging" it now, but it feels right seen as there have been some pretty big things happen in my life which involve this person<3

you've made me who i am

the things that has shaped my life:
family, tradition, friendship, celebrities, budda, cookies, poetry, bellybuttons, darkness, horoscope, christopher drew ingle, lonely, art, heartache, theatre, secrets, teddy, life, love, parties, twitter, insecurities, blog, bowling for soup. you<3

I have a guardian angel, she doesn't grant wishes or sprinkle fairy dust,

rather she tells me, when I should, when I shouldn't and when I must.

At first sight I wouldn't of know, the kind of protection she would of shown,

you've helped me through the good and bad, for meeting you I am so glad.

Forever you will hold me in your arms, because of you I shall never be harmed.

I live each day I have in humbless and in care.

I can never deny your presence, you fill my heart with song,

all the sad thoughts simply disapear, knowing i'm not alone.

I feel your calming presence, enfolded by your love,

and let your life be guided, from a power from above.

Psssssssssssssssssssssssst. I didn't write this, just got lines from different poems and put them together ;)

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